

My life has been a mix of twisted events and experiences, both good and bad... but all mostly twisted in some way shape or form. The bad times always have been close to hitting rock bottom, and the good times being extremely euphoric. Why in life is it so hard to accomplish euphoria, taking every last bit of effort and energy to reach it, but hitting the low end or rock bottom can be achieved effortlessly. It seems to me that there isn't a balance between the two because your bad times never accidentally lead you to find happiness, but striving for happiness seems to lead you to hit a rock wall and spiral down. This isn't always the case, but to me it has been proven to happen over and over. Finally feeling that you have found your place in the world, someplace where there is peace in your life directly and spiritually, suddenly a monkey wrench is thrown right in the middle, daring you to see if you can get through it again. Much of this is a direct effect of some stupid action, but that time always comes just as u felt so close to reaching a point in life that you looked and strived for. It is hard to see through the blur of events that led you there, there is no such thing as falling slowly when your landing hits so hard. The blame falls on you and only you. When you are over the anger of feeling life is against you and finally see that you are the cause of your own anguish, the feelings don't get any better. The feelings then transform into anger towards yourself and a tendency to imprison your thoughts into a part of your mind that they need not be. This is when it is so easy to forget about and let go of the peace and happiness that you had achieved before. The imprints of the good things are there but have become mere shadows of the past. At your weakest point, at the end, is when you ask yourself why you backed down or gave in. Your realization that you allowed yourself to become weak forces you to become stronger. There is a reason to fight, you have been here before and beaten the odds. You become filled with an Armageddon of emotions, creating a strength that won't let you stop and give up. You take that dare, damn near died, then get the fuck back up. .... Nobody can pull you out of it, or pick you up. The only time anyone can help is when you reach out for them. So you wake back up, and see the light again. It is still a little blurry but you see the parts of your life that are spiritually enlightening and remember that you are actually loved. To be loved, truly loved by someone that can look past the all the shit you allowed to hit the fan, and still see you through the mess. See you through your anger, fear, and tears. Be able to just look at you, and at that point you know that giving up on yourself isn't the answer for so many reasons. I have fought really hard to find this place, happy and safe. Yet i know certain strings of events will always to seep into my life to keep testing me. I will always be powerless over my many feelings that twirl around me as if i were standing in the center of a tornado. I am that much stronger to not allow myself to just lay down and let the funnel take me away. However, there is this magnet I seem to have inside me that brings me down and pulls me towards self destruction. I say there is major imbalance, but i don't know if that imbalance is in the world or in myself..... .. .. .. .. There are those special people that have their own magnets with just enough power to pull you from allowing you to quite reach that last place, or breathe. -Nicole
Hello, Eminem! I was born and I live in Russia. In June to me it was executed 14 years. I want you to know: there are so many your fans in Russia, but practically no one of them don't understand what you're trying to inform people, because they don't know English and don't want to learn it. Much more: they don't "can't understand"- they don't wish to understand! It causes in me indignation! Nowadays I understand practically all you tells and if I can't understand something- I'm reading different versions of translations and after that I'm sure- I have understood all you wanted to tell for 100%! I don't want to tell they're not a real fans... They are... They buying posters, some attributes, but they don't catch an essence! Your words for them are only a sound and nothing else. It's sadly to me to tell it, but I can do nothing... It is a shame to me to speak further about rap culture conditions in Russia... However, I can tell about much, assured that you didn't know about it earlier. Stupid Idiots... P.S. Sorry, if I have committed some grammatical errors. ilystone@yandex.ru
Mr. Ghostwriter, don't you think you should take this countdown down? I mean, right now its telling me that Relapse will drop in -11 minutes and -17 seconds. Unless your plan is to reuse it for Relapse 2, which I would see as understandable.
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Dear Eminem, I am a 40 yar old mother of two girls 13 and 15. I love poetry and reading and I believe you are a lyrical genius. I have had breast cancer for the last year and I am recovering very well. I listened to music a lot thr my revocery and whenever I needed to get off my ass and pick myself up your music was what I used. I am also a former drug addict and was severely sexually abused as a child. I want you to know that I think you are a very special person and I hope beyond hope that you will continue with your work and recovery. My girls love your music as well. Please know that there are adults out there who see the tremendous talent you have and are not offended. Thank you for helping me thru my breast cancer recovery. I am reading your book now and it is amazing. A book of poetry would be great. Again, thank you and keep up the good work. Sincerely, Shannon B.
Hi i'am from sweden and LOVE U,i love all ur albums/tracks and u need to do a big consert in sweden i think ur best album is curtain call the hits
Eminem Hi !!!!!!! This is Hemant From India am a big time fan of u but Hearing the Rumours tht u r planning to make albums in feat hearing this we indians specially me are dissappointed. we really want u to cme up with the solo those are really awsome plz...if this rumours are tru plz dnt do tht ...............
if only i could meet you, it be the world and i know you think to urself why would anyone wana meet me. its like everytime i was pissed off or sad or w.e i turned to ur music and honestly it helped me. i would do anything to meet you. keep up the work your talented and the best rapper. your true fan jess
Hey EMIN?M, I live in Stephenville Crossingwich is in Newfoundland wich is in Canada and alot of people here like your work. I Would like it if you came down to the west cost of Newfoundland Canada for a concert. That would be the awsome. Just suggesting something you should do. Thanks EMIN?M from everyone here on the west cost of Newfoundland.
I THINK THAT WHAT HAPPEND AT THE 2009 MTV MOVIE AWARDS WAS FUCKED UP ALL THE WAY AROUND THEY SHOULD HAVE NEVER DONE. I THINK THAT MTV OWES EMINEM AN APOLOGY FOR THAT SHIT CUZ IT WAS REALLY FUCKED UP
aint he raw yeah shady dog man that motha fucka gangsta dog what the fuck be goin thru that brain of yours say no more what the fuck you waitin for sing along, good line but the relapse u say things that i feel just dont know how to say and u say them for me its like therapy
i really love that song beautiful, i am really impressed with the new alblum. I like it when ppl change there shit up a lil bit and u do it soo well. f.y.i. both your performances on jimmy k. were kick ass. COME TO MD. SOMETIME MY MAN!!
Dude, Im a 54 year old conservative white guy. Daughter turned me on to rap and hip hop in general but after hearing and seeing your work---no one out there compares to you. Your work is intelligent, humorous, serious, silly when you want it to be. You deserve your own music category. This is the first time in my life that Ive contacted any star or even cared to know about anyone who is famous. From what Ive seen, in a word war no other artist could hold a candle to you. I hope you read these blogs once in a while. You should be damned proud of yourself, 'Slim'! Marvin Von Renchler
He's still the best rapper in the whole world, I really can't understand these fans saying that Relapse is "crap" just be glad that Eminem is back! I know there's a difference but people change, that's life and Eminem is still great, if you are a true fan you know that too. I have been a fan for years, and now I don't mean for 3 or 4 years, we're talking about since 2000 when "The Marshall Mathers LP" was in the air, that's a long time and I think there's no song Eminem done that I haven't heard. So just stop talking about his "voice" and his new "lyrics" cause like i said before, Em is still great and without his music, I can't explain how my life would look like then.
Hey Shady.. I was listening to the shit you've been droppin' on the internet for your bew album: Relapse, and to be quite honest.. it ain't what you used to do.. The slim Shady LP was fantastic (you were really pissed at that time..) The Marshall Mathers LP kicked major ass The Eminem Show... Not so great.. Encore... Damn... Relapse.. What happened to your voice man..?? It's drama. Not pissed anymore.. Less energy in your spitting.. I hope the Real Slim Shady will come back, and you won't just be usin' your name as a label like Nike or whatever, cause the name "Eminem" sells.. That's for sure, but the quality ain't what it used to be.. Keep up the good work man, and show the world what you're made of again, please..!! Greetz from a former huge fan from the Netherlands.
heyyy! really looking forward to the album. ever consider playing in newfoundland, canada?? d12 just played here not too long ago at the university bar in st. john's. haha, if you didnt know, nl is an island off the east coast of canada. we're refered to as the rock. we're party capital of canada and also hosue the friendliest and funniest people. hmm and if you like scenery, we have that too, icebergs, mountains, fjords, whales, puffins,haha. sounding like a travel brochure and not doing that great a job, haha. i'm totally trying to sell you on playing here but i cant think of anything else to say, except you have a hell of a lot of fans out this way who would love to see you stop by and play! hope to see you here sometime soon. and good luck with everything!
this message is for eminem, he needs to hear my lyrics garuntee he will like my style and want to sign me. My style is different, i tell whats real and i make sense in my rymes. Its my dream to get signed by eminem please contact me, i know if the world sees me and they hear the way i flow i'll blow up over night. my number is 978 937 2389 thank you so much
hey whats up eminem i can't wait when cd comes Ihear your new songs fuckin awsome you are so hot as you know least you can rap other people hell no they sux so I am out ........
Em: please Eminem fan I am yours What I wish is that you come to Argentina to present your new CD "Relapse." I love you and you are my idol and I would love to come to my country. Here I hope to see you soon. thanks for the assigned space!
Eminem Dis MC
The Warning yo that song is a diss to MC